liver and onions for dinner, making roe cakes tomorrow. chicken stock being made as we write, from nothing but chicken feet. i should add some carrots and onions, i completely forgot... i feel lonely and sad despite a productive day. i wish simon would come on and talk to me, make me feel good. to do: 1.go see the urologist - benefit: a diagnosis 2. get money from bank - benefit: no longer have to carry balance on credit card 3. pay taxes (includes getting T4 from various places) - benefit: maybe get some money back, don't have to worry about it coming back to bite me 4. list things on ebay (buy boxes, take photos) - benefit: get to see if they sell, start of business 5. apply for real jobs - benefit: am getting a lot of failing out of the way 6. get happy